My nerves are completely fried and most of my fingertips feel sensitive . . . some are numb and cold and others hot and rubbery

I just had to look up where exactly the heart is in the human body to determine if the pain I feel in my chest is my heart begging me to stop or some other damn thing

I need to go to a place and stay in that place for a while and I either want to be completely alone or with someone who won’t hate me for all the silence and slow-paced whatever