is anyone else’s homepage the wikipedia page for HEAT DEATH OF THE UNIVERSE

tracey took this picture of laura and i in downtown oakland the other night. laura had one piece in a show across the street from the tribune tower. this show itself was godawful and filled with people who (sorry) definitely moved here from san francisco. well: there we are! bye

AMPLIFIER WORSHIP
BORIS AT LAST: FEEDBACKER
AKUMA NO UTA
FLOOD
RAINBOW

yeah dude *cigarette emoji*

i am in a sort of limbo until i get my head fixed, and so last night i took one last DIP into the POOL OF INSANITY before insanity returns to me again

in a FEVER OF SADNESS i drank a bottle of wine and watched ‘THE HOLY MOUNTAIN’ again

it is, i think, REQUIRED VIEWING right here, right now, at the end of all things

but then it definitely isn’t for everyone

it sure is for me!

the end

(p.s. when is someone going to have the balls to make something as huge and weird and incredible as this? man. balls the size of god darn jupiter. get out of my face with the rest of the trash, dude. yeeeesh!)

drove to grizzly peak and slept in the back seat of the car

please leave your message after the death rattle

There is no life in thee, now, except that rocking life imparted by a gentle rolling ship; by her, borrowed from the sea; by the sea, from the inscrutable tides of God. But while this sleep, this dream is on ye, move your foot or hand an inch; slip your hold at all; and your identity comes back in horror. Over Descartian vortices you hover. And perhaps, at midday, in the fairest weather, with one half-throttled shriek you drop through that transparent air into the summer sea, no more to rise for ever. Heed it well, ye Pantheists!

“and your identity comes back in horror”