Laura sent me a shooting star patch! That she made herself!

What a pal!!

I paced the streets in all directions, driven on by wretchedness. Naturally it was stupid of me to bespatter the drawing-room ornaments of the worthy folk, stupid and ill-mannered, but I could not help it; and even now I could not help it. I could not bear this tame, lying, well-mannered life any longer. And since it appeared that I could no longer bear my loneliness any longer either, since my own company had become so unspeakably hateful and nauseous, since I struggled for breath in a vacuum and suffocated in hell, what way out was left me? There was none. I thought of my father and mother, of the sacred flame of youth extinct, of the thousand joys and labors and aims of my life. Nothing of them all was left me, not even repentance, nothing but agony and nausea. Never had the clinging to mere life seemed to grievous as now.

woo

yeah

lol

this hilarious doomed cursed car of mine is still on this planet and i drove its corpse all over the bay area today and boy was it fun as hell

there was snow all over the place in yreka, california and some dumb mammal on the verge of extinction was there to see and feel it!!!

last night i had a dream about the girl who took this picture

in real life she had come from los angeles and had stayed at my house after new years even though we’d never met each other before

i think maybe we’d been talking to each other for a year and a half by this point though (whoa)

when i got home from work i took a nap and she took this picture of me and dante

she’s really cool

i wonder what happened to her

i don’t reckon she likes me very much anymore

in my dream we became friends again