Ryan is currently in New York City . . . and soon: uh, who knows . . .

my father sent me this at two in the morning without comment (he is usually in an ambien coma at that hour)

to which i replied . . .

lol

calling our bread “rubber” is charitable though . . . it’s more like sawdust and cereal box mulch emulsified with cariogenic sugar glue

the san francisco bay area before sunrise and, according to monty, somewhere over utah an hour later

eventually i WILL run out of blood to bleed! lol

. . . exsanguinated!!!

elina called me and held her phone outside her window so i could hear all the birds chirping. it is springtime in berlin

leila and me in new orleans a long time ago now . . . we may have been on acid . . .