The Belgians are here . . .

close enough!

elina is here lol

Standing in my kitchen tonight at 5 am, I began to cry. It came out of nowhere and I was surprised by it. I had this sudden realization of how much I missed some people, some of whom are gone forever, most of whom I still dream about. Do they miss me too? Could they have forgotten all about me? That would be worse than death. I feel a deep and abiding love for everyone I know and have known. Sometimes it wounds me to think, at least in some cases, that I may be the only one still quietly shouldering that weight.

I helped Julia move . . .

Emma sent this . . . she says it’s me . . .

It’s true . . .

She had watched EXCALIBUR (1981) last night, which I told her is one of my favorite movies ever . . .

Hah!

AND UPON CONSULTING LETTERBOXD I see she also apparently loved LEGEND (1985), which I had recommended to her the other night when she asked for something good to put on:

If you’ve never seen either . . . hurry up! The world is ending. Or didn’t you know?