Ryan is currently in the Bay Area . . . and soon: New York City!!

having one of those nights!
I leave a white and turbid wake; pale waters, paler cheeks, where’er I sail. The envious billows sidelong swell to whelm my track; let them; but first I pass.
Yonder, by the ever-brimming goblet’s rim, the warm waves blush like wine. The gold brow plumbs the blue. The diver sun—slow dived from noon,—goes down; my soul mounts up! she wearies with her endless hill. Is, then, the crown too heavy that I wear? this Iron Crown of Lombardy. Yet is it bright with many a gem; I, the wearer, see not its far flashings; but darkly feel that I wear that, that dazzlingly confounds. ’Tis iron—that I know—not gold. ’Tis split, too—that I feel; the jagged edge galls me so, my brain seems to beat against the solid metal; aye, steel skull, mine; the sort that needs no helmet in the most brain-battering fight!
moby-dick


i basically say shit like this lol
(CIRCLE OF IRON (1978) is incredible by the way . . . mccune and i, both stoned to the bone, were shrieking the entire time. a real fun time at the movies, BY GOD. it’s sincere and inspired stuff!)

as usual, i am a walking advertisement for myself LOL
(there are at least five more of these floating around and, last i checked, they’re in the possession of some girls i know . . .)


checking in on sister isabella and nephew gego lol
what is a man? a miserable little pile of secrets!!!


. . . i just had an utterly bizarre night that i cannot write about here or anywhere for that matter lol
perhaps i really am unkillable . . .
well! good-night ☆彡
uh oh! i’m in big trouble LOL

got a call from some Old Friends . . .

alayna and jammu the cat
