cuz i done everything i know

“TILL PEACE WE FIND, TELL YOU WHAT I’ll DO, ALL THE THINGS I OWN I WILL SHARE WITH YOU”

“AND AGAIN MY INVULNERABILITY IS PUT TO THE TEST.”

poet harry crosby’s final journal entry

Where are you now? Have you left me the last of the dum dum daze? Where are you now when I need your noise? The walls close in and I need some noise.

I WILL be purchasing these next time I go to Triator Joe’s . . . they’re soft & sweet . . . just like me . . .

oh!! to be able to sleep again . . . !!!

desperately my hand reaches for my pill case. i must once again call upon mighty trazodone. it is a sort of black magic . . . it does the job and yet its artificially feels impure! well, into the conjured chemical dream i go lol