via monty

went and got his ass today

i remember sad faces in the mirror behind me

Happy birthday, Laura . . . I’ve said it many times here, and I will say it yet again because it remains one of the truest things in my mind:

Without Laura, there is no Ryan. I cannot live without Laura. I love you forever.

i think i have like three minutes of consciousness remaining before this trazodone / valerian root / weed gummy cocktail sends me into the next decade lol

we took off from tallinn to berlin at 11:30 pm and the sun was still out

i feel so sad and tired, even though i got to fly in an airplane with my name on it

that’s the wound talking