HE WANTS TO HAVE HIS WEBSITE SO THAT THE FLIMSY FRAMEWORK OF EVENTS, AS HE HAS CONSTRUCTED THEM IN HIS TEXT EDITOR, WILL BE PROVIDED WITH WALLS AND BECOME A HOUSE HE CAN LIVE IN. BECAUSE IF THE TOTTERING STRUCTURE OF HIS MEMORIES COLLAPSES LIKE A CLUMSILY PITCHED TENT, ALL THAT RYAN WILL BE LEFT WITH IS THE PRESENT, THAT INVISIBLE POINT, THAT NOTHINGNESS MOVING SLOWLY TOWARD DEATH.

in the year 2026, the best way to make someone disappear forever is to ask them if they want to hang out

sorry, soldier . . . that love’s going to have to come off

nurse, i trust you . . . go ahead and put on that song that makes you feel lonely