Ryan is currently in New York City . . . and soon: uh, who knows . . .

calling our bread “rubber” is charitable though . . . it’s more like sawdust and cereal box mulch emulsified with cariogenic sugar glue

san francisco before sunrise and somewhere over utah and hour later

eventually i WILL run out of blood to bleed! lol

. . . exsanguinated!!!

elina called me and held her phone outside her window so i could hear all the birds chirping. it is springtime in berlin

leila and me in new orleans a long time ago now . . . we may have been on acid . . .

we watched THE DARK CRYSTAL . . .

(i’m flying to new york in two hours (gulp!))

when i look at you ohhh i don’t know what’s real!!!