20 January 2020

I am not a apolitical person. It kind of drives me nuts when people are. Like, wake up, y’all. Thing is, I said on this here website three years ago exactly, that I would not talk about the T-word. You know who I’m talking about! I don’t want that god damn name anywhere on here . . . not no way. That’s just not what this place is about. I don’t want it here.

Though yeah, three years ago I wrote this:

what an absolute godawful nightmare this place is and will continue to be

this fucking clown car of rejected bond villains they keep wheeling out

i know it’s cheap to say someone isn’t human when you disagree with them, but have you seen some of these people

they’re reptiles and they want to eat us and drink our blood

we should erect a 1,000 ft. tombstone for the united states of america, dig a hole, and jump inside

it was fun while it lasted

that’s all folks

and that’s all i’ve got to say about that

. . . and this:

listen: there are a lot of terrifying things going on right now. there is an insane totalitarian dictator-idiot signing one godawful executive order after the other—executive orders which are racist, misogynist, xenophobic, and on and on. every day i wake up and i read about what these reptilian cartoon villains are doing to this world and i feel like throwing up.

and if i don’t talk about those things on this website, it’s because, for god’s sake, i need a break from it. i can’t stop thinking about it, but i don’t want to think about it here, because i can’t be thinking about it all the time.

there are many other people who are way smarter than me and better at talking about these things, so i’ll let them do it.

for my own sanity i need to make sure this website continues to look and feel like a teenager’s basement bedroom.

this sucks~

the world sucks hard~~

ok~~~

So what am I trying to say here? Well, I’m dead serious about this, but also who cares what I think—though I just wanted to say that we here at Starsailor Dot Co proudly endorse Bernie Sanders for President of the United States in the 2020 election (lol)~

YEAH

dude rules

ok bye

17 January 2020

the other night, in an old bank vault that has been converted into a club, A Stranger said to me that while i joke around a lot, she also perceived that i am “”vulnerable”””

and i was like “whoa. yeah.”

pretty good!

16 January 2020

jess and me at tempelhof yesterday . . . and later, in The Secret Place with The Girl From Estonia

15 January 2020

i don’t think i should put things in my body that drain me of serotonin. i barely have any as it is lol

12 January 2020

i’m leaving neukölln in a few days and moving to my new place in kreuzberg. here is an overwrought picture of me in these, the final days of neukölln. i’m sorry, i just thought my skin looked nice today

it was not my intention to end up in kreuzberg. in fact i actively avoided it. i said: “no! everyone wants to live there, which means i can’t live there!!”

though hey, why not? it just worked out that way. i’m going to be living with this australian lady. she’s great!

and my neighborhood is so cool. there’s a grocery store beneath my bedroom, for god’s sake . . . and tons of coffee shops and restaurants and shit. there’s even a park!

here’s my gigantic new room (neurööm):

yeah baby . . . i’ve got a living room inside my bedroom. come visit me!!!