15 July 2020

there is a darkness in the air, man . . . strange energy, bad craziness, or whatever you want to call it. i walk to downtown berkeley every other night and it’s vacant and creepy and it don’t feel right. i don’t like it! what happened to the world??

15 July 2020

mccune is streaming chrono trigger and it rules. he said he’s just “sittin with it as though it were a little storybook”. i love it. also: he just gave swampy kerwin and me a shoutout!!

15 July 2020

maybe the reason the world is so bad right now is because the sleeping giant who is dreaming us is having a nightmare

(whoa lol)

15 July 2020

there are a few movies that, if i thought about them long enough, i’d get pretty emotional and tear up

maybe that’s kinda silly but it’s true

anyway one of those movies is definitely badlands

15 July 2020

as i gargle mouthwash, can i just say that i love flossing now? i never disliked flossing. it’s just that recently i’m like “yeah this rules”. i’m into it in a whole new way, jerry

i love brushing my teeth too. my dad said that to me one time and immediately seemed embarrassed. and he said, “sorry. i know that’s kind of a boring thing to say. i just love brushing my teeth is all.”

and yeah dude!! me too, dad

i stayed with this zen monk in boston one winter, and he was obsessive about his teeth. i’ve never seen someone dedicate so much time to dental hygiene. i asked him about it, and he made this sweeping gesture over his body, and he said, “all of this is crumbling every day. i have to take good care of it, even as it falls apart.”

that rules lol

so brush your teeth y’all!! it’s important to your systemic health

. . . plus it just feels great!™

god i sound cuckoo for cocoa puffs

i’ve really got to up the quality on the kinds of things i post here. lord, i sound like bill and ted

ok time to sleep ☆彡

15 July 2020

man, this country sure is spiritually bankrupt huh

it’s one big long scam until the grave

this is all designed to suck you dry and make you feel nihilistic and vacant

and . . . they’ve succeeded!

it could all so easily be beautiful! that is the real tragedy of this place and it haunts you like a ghost

12 July 2020

She wants to have her notebooks so that the flimsy framework of events, as she has constructed them in her school notebook, will be provided with walls and become a house she can live in. Because if the tottering structure of her memories collapses like a clumsily pitched tent, all that Tamina will be left with is the present, that invisible point, that nothingness moving slowly toward death.