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the daily synchronicities between laura rokas and me . . . it’s spooky and i love it

(i told laura that if she tapped the album cover on the left, it would display it full screen. to which she said: “No, I need maximum Wout.” bless her, laura loves wout van aert!)

i have been watching all of jean-pierre melville’s stuff . . . the guy was stone-cold cool. damn! i haven’t watched a bad one yet. tonight i watched LE DOULOS, which is this peanut butter and jelly blend of new wave and noir. it ruled. last month i watched THE RED CIRCLE and ARMY OF SHADOWS, both excellent . . . and BOB LE FLAMBEUR on the night of the peyote trip. (bob is, of course, just me in twenty years, assuming i make it that long . . .) you know, i’d never even seen any of his movies until the pandemic when i put on LE SAMOURAÏ. alain delone looks hot as hell in that one. anyway, i dig melville. the guy was a consummate professional!

well . . . i’m kind of stoned and, to be honest, a little sad as well. i also have swimmer’s ear which is making me miserable. i ought to go to sleep. sorry if it was pretentious that i capitalized the titles of all the movies i referenced. i just think it looks nicer is all. ok?

(truthfully, i’m so tired and worn down right now i could cry . . . *sob* *sob*)

sweet dreams!!! ☆彡

ryan had a dream. it was a very clear, and very strange dream.

just remembered this and found it again

still love marina

(my stalker back in texas showed me marina before she became my stalker lol)

bonus:

thanks hannah~

ok . . . good-night ☆彡