HE WANTS TO HAVE HIS WEBSITE SO THAT THE FLIMSY FRAMEWORK OF EVENTS, AS HE HAS CONSTRUCTED THEM IN HIS TEXT EDITOR, WILL BE PROVIDED WITH WALLS AND BECOME A HOUSE HE CAN LIVE IN. BECAUSE IF THE TOTTERING STRUCTURE OF HIS MEMORIES COLLAPSES LIKE A CLUMSILY PITCHED TENT, ALL THAT RYAN WILL BE LEFT WITH IS THE PRESENT, THAT INVISIBLE POINT, THAT NOTHINGNESS MOVING SLOWLY TOWARD DEATH.