ode to my friends

pictured: laura and dante and gayle and The Pink-Haired Girl and mitch and grant and alayna and jess and hali and mable and tracey and kelsey and cara

i was going through my camera and found this. that’s my friend (and former fiancée (long story lol)) bex . . . i filmed her show at a pub in london back in may

:,)

september, some time ago, with bethany

via my friend devilsblush

MAN!

. . . as I keep going through this footage Elina and I shot at Monster Ronson’s, it looks insanely cool when we basically had no idea what we were doing . . . I just set the ISO to 800 and let it rip. Once I really GET THE HANG OF IT, maybe I’ll actually be able to create some purpose for my continued existence upon this planet, here in the Dark World and at The End of All Things!

OH!

In a few weeks I’m flying to the US . . . I’m going to Richmond, NYC, LA, the Bay Area, and so on, to film a bunch of stuff with my friends there. I will not think any further than that. Thinking comes later, if at all . . . it would be so nice to never have to think again.

LISTEN:

As I was telling my friend Molly today, there is only the work now. That is the only antidote for pain. You have to place a present for yourself in the future and then keep living to get to that point. You can open it if you survive. That present can be anything you like, but for me it is completing the things I am making. I do not care what it’s all about. All I want to know is how to live in it. Maybe if you found out how to live in it you learned from that what is was all about.

THE END.

it’s true y’know

listening to this uh

did not inspire confidence in my own future lol

alina the ukrainian’s beautiful living room

i’m thinking about making some of these (just in case)