HAUNTED BY DARK PREMONITIONS

AND THE UNCANNY FEELING OF WATCHING MY LIFE ASKEW AND FROM A DISTANCE

I WATCHED A MOVIE ABOUT SPIRITS

8½ is so good

i used to feel like i was guido. maybe i still am to some extent. but maybe not as much as i used to be . . .

mccune and i do this thing where every time either of us watches HEIST, we take a picture of delroy lindo’s incredible outfit here and send it to each other with no additional comment

anyway i got real lucky and pretty much took the perfect picture of that scene the other night lol

god dude. that getup. this is a like a small three-minute scene. why is his character wearing this? he’s dressed like a high school art teacher who is also a train conductor. i love it so much

Now I am 34 years old, for whatever that’s worth. Probably not much!

I am also exhausted, so for now here’s a bunch of nice stuff my friends posted yesterday. Wow! I have such nice friends. And I have blurred their names since I have yanked these things out of the ether and put them someplace else . . . and though I highly doubt anyone would care, I’m gonna go ahead and grant them relative anonymity anyway. It’s the least I can do!

THIS WEEKEND: I reckon we’re all gonna meet up in Temescal and sit beneath some heat lamps and get drunk?? I mean, what else can you really do right now? . . . everything is closed or half-closed, and it’s too cold to hang out in a fucking park, or whatever. But such is the ultimate fate of all January babies. Though you know what: no matter what we do, it will be all right, because I just like having an excuse to see everyone in any capacity. Last year I spent my birthday by myself. The year before, I was deathly ill in Berlin and I woke up to the news that my grandfather had died on the other side of the world. Which is to say: the bar for a better birthday is so low that if you went any lower, you may as well be skydiving off a snake’s dick. (What?)

THANKS FOR ALL THE NICE BIRTHDAY MESSAGES. I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. I LOVE YOU ALL. OKBYE~ ☆彡