gego and i chilled all day in a post-christmas stupor . . . then elina the estonian girl, who may as well be a little sister to me, came over and brought me an estonia mug and forced me to go to a restaurant so that i would leave my apartment lol

. . . sin that pays its way can travel freely, and without a passport; whereas Virtue, if a pauper, is stopped at all frontiers.

moby-dick

people often tell me that the sincerity and sensitivity with which i come at the world are good things. every now and then, perhaps out of self-preservation, i am able to convince myself that is true. but truthfully, i am afraid that eventually i am going to be completely annihilated by them LOL

had a little photo shoot with nephew gego lol

Last night on the phone Monty said I am “chivalrous” which no one has ever told me before but I’ll take it!!!

watched THE SHINING again today . . . it is, i think, a bit of a christmas movie??

i have seen it a million times, but not since christmas eve 2018:

my sweet dante. i would give anything to warp back to that day to be with him again. now i feel a little sadness . . .

sleepy boyz

gego is back