for now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face

Dear Julia turned 30 and threw a big party at her place in Wedding . . . and of course Elina and I were there to lend our combined celebrity.

. . . he seemed to hear in his own true heart the measureless sobbing that stole out of the centre of the serenity around.

—moby-dick

(starbuck upon observing ahab’s hidden sorrow and loneliness . . . yeah dude . . .)