I always joke that nobody reads this website, but a number of people actually do (though I don’t know why). For those of you who know me in person, and especially for those of you who know me well (my sister, my close friends): I’m sorry if my recent posts have sounded particularly dark and ugly—or worse: that they are devoid of any punchlines whatsoever. (My punchlines are awful though~~)

Despite the fact that I should probably be ashamed of publishing things like this on the internet for anyone to see, I have never shied away from writing down exactly what happens to me or exactly how I feel. I just try to be honest about that stuff is all. And for good or ill, here it is, man. Please don’t worry about me. You don’t need to send me anymore emails about it. I feel like hell but I reckon the lizards haven’t gotten me just yet.