hand to god: first thing i’m doing when i wake up tomorrow is buying two bottles of shit red wine and a copy of ‘moby-dick’ from the used bookstore. and then i guess i will sit down in an easy chair and eviscerate as many human emotions that i still have left.

i have been emailing my zen master (lol) in boston. i asked him how i can totally strip myself of any personality or at least never feel pain again.

you come here for the big weird dark heavy stuff, right? well grab a spoon, baby. it’s all-you-can-eat here in starsailor country.