who does this to the house? i don’t remember doing these things. i wake up from some awful fucking dream where i am being pursued and i walk like molasses, or my punches are ineffective, or i’m trying to call someone using a huge useless phone, or my friend gets off the bus with a bloody face and runs away, and so on, and i look around the house and it’s totally trashed. i spend 30 minutes every afternoon returning it to normal. i mean nothing is destroyed, there are just clothes and towels everywhere, and dishes piled up in the sink, and pieces of notebook paper ripped out and tossed onto the floor. i don’t do these things when i am awake. i take very good care of everything. is this mr. hyde? the last time i did a card reading my future card was ‘death,’ which includes somnambulism. . . .