i try not to, but the truth is that i get very sad and confused when i see that someone’s truly awful twitter / instagram account has thousands / tens of thousands / millions of followers. i don’t understand what people want, what they find funny or interesting, what they see in someone that makes them worth idolizing. i mean i do, in some sense, but it is so so far removed from my own thoughts and feelings, which i could nauseatingly define for the rest of my life, that it makes me feel like there’s no point in ever trying to be a part of anything at all.