deleting instagram felt great, but i will miss the polls

osamu dazai, may he rest in peace, would have absolutely hated this. why is this a perfume to begin with? lol

as far as books ago . . . it is a great book.

i finished it while working the door at the wolfhound in oakland back in winter 2019, and sold it to one of the readers of this website for the cost of postage . . . i can’t remember who it was though. well! i hope you enjoyed it~

putting grapes back on the vine

i found these again . . . this was such a good day . . . and i miss my sister laura so much . . .

. . . amid the tornadoed Atlantic of my being, do I myself still for ever centrally disport in mute calm; and while ponderous planets of unwaning woe revolve round me, deep down and deep inland there I still bathe me in eternal mildness of joy.

i think about this a lot

helen had said last night, as we sat and talked in her darkened living room, that while getting acupuncture: “i close my eyes and go to a place of timeless time . . .”

wow! i love it . . .

she’s going to study acupuncture in philly next year, and get certified to practice it and everything. that’s so cool

when i get back to germany next week, i’m finally gonna try it for the first time. i mean, it is free with my public health insurance . . .

miss emmi was a little confused why i had come in through the fifth-floor fire escape in lauren’s room LOL