i’m not going to say who this is. but recently someone i know handed me their phone so i could text myself some pictures they had just taken of us.

“i got a new phone a while back so i’m not sure if i still have your number.”

i started typing in my phone number, and i was in there. my name was “Ryan Current”.

well: i sure did feel like fucking horseshit just then!

i don’t blame them. i’m not mad at this person at all. i like this person a whole lot even. but it definitely contributed to the overall impression i’ve gotten lately from a few people that i’m just a disposable piece of trash.