have i finally reached event horizon foolishness, which always seemed like an inevitability? i think so. professing myself to be sincere, i became a fool. and yet i am, like the fella said, a deliberate, intentional fool, and that’s the worst kind. or didn’t you know? such is my tale. a fool does foolish things and, as with life and death itself, you must make terms with it, and then you are free. being free to be a fool is beautiful. too bad it costs you your dignity first