for the first time in my whole life i just don’t have the energy to be everyone’s friend right now. and i can tell it’s making some people nervous because they think i don’t like them anymore or something, what with my Daily Correspondence having dropped to zero. it is as if the morning paper stopped showing up or something! i don’t know. until a few weeks ago i was reliably checking in on everyone and all that. man, i just can’t do the thing right now. i want to more than anything and it’s making me sadder than hell that i can’t get outside of myself. truth is, i need everyone else’s help for a little while. you know?? i hope it won’t be too long before i can be your friend again. and really i don’t need a whole lot. i just wish i had someone to talk to is all