sometimes i’ll try to get in touch with someone, and after two or three times of getting nothing but dead air in return, i just let it go and get on it with. and i’ll think: “i’m not going to contact that person anymore, because i feel stupid now, and i reckon i should just take a hint.” but then i’ll get drunk and sad, or whatever, and i’ll still want to reach out to them because i haven’t forgotten that i miss them