is anyone else entombed in an endless sea of ice?? and filled with shame and remorse for their mistakes of the past which were made in weakness?? and wanting now only to rectify and apologize for these transgressions so as to bring goodness to the world where there had been harm before???

i know i sound like an ingmar berman film but, i mean, i really am sorry. . . ! i was such a fool and often a jerk. it doesn’t matter that the hurtful things i’ve done were unintentional. i still did them and am responsible for it all. i just don’t wanna be like that anymore, you know??

what do you need? what can i do to help????