today i walked a half mile from my office to la calaca loca in temescal to get a burrito
the line inside was very long. i stood there for maybe 10 or 15 minutes
i was next in line when this strange feeling filled my entire brain with poison and i got out of line and walked out the door
i felt very sad just then
i went outside sat on the curb in the shadow of a building for 45 minutes and stared at my shoes and managed to not think about one single thing