today i walked a half mile from my office to la calaca loca in temescal to get a burrito

the line inside was very long. i stood there for maybe 10 or 15 minutes

i was next in line when this strange feeling filled my entire brain with poison and i got out of line and walked out the door

i felt very sad just then

i went outside sat on the curb in the shadow of a building for 45 minutes and stared at my shoes and managed to not think about one single thing