i think my brain has begun to reject every natural sleep aid there is, and i’ve tried pretty much all of them. which is to say they are all in a conspiracy to transport me to hauntingly realistic nightmare worlds that nuke me into utter oblivion and leave me in despair even several hours after i wake up. and today i couldn’t shake the feeling at all . . . i’m going to sleep again still feeling the fear. oops!

calling sister midnight: what can i do about my dreams???