people often tell me that the sincerity and sensitivity with which i come at the world are good things. every now and then, perhaps out of self-preservation, i am able to convince myself that is true. but truthfully, i am afraid that eventually i am going to be completely annihilated by them LOL

Last night on the phone Monty said I am “chivalrous” which no one has ever told me before but I’ll take it!!!

watched THE SHINING again today . . . it is, i think, a bit of a christmas movie??

i have seen it a million times, but not since christmas eve 2018:

my sweet dante. i would give anything to warp back to that day to be with him again. now i feel a little sadness . . .