this website is public, though hell, it’s really just for me. i write things here so that i can place myself in time, what with me being so lost inside of it and all.

and in all honestly, i’m not posting this here to gloat that someone said something nice about me . . . i’m posting this so that it will be anywhere at all, and so i can find it again, and so i can feel better about myself because of how bad i feel about myself right now. (if there’s one thing i can count on in the future, it’s feeling bad about myself!!!!)

anyway: thank you, friend. i have anonymized you because even though you said something very sweet and sincere to me, i know you well enough to know you would be embarrassed to see this here with your name on it . . . which is ridiculous by the way!!! anyway ttyl lylas~