just so you know

i know how all of this comes off

and by “all of this” i mean ALL OF THIS

too late to grow up now

gonna keep seeing the world as black and white, even though i know it’s not

there’s a lot of nuance and greyness that i am ignoring because it’s not as fun

gonna keep writing like a one-dimensional pulp-fiction detective

i know how bad this stuff is

hmm

does that make it better or worse i wonder