everyone used to be in oakland, but now they’re gone. i spend so much of my day thinking about my friends and wishing they were around me. and when it is nighttime and i am alone in my room, i miss them all so much that i want to cry. often i dream i am with them because that is the only place where they are. i don’t know what to do about it anymore. i want to remember but i also feel haunted.

well: time to dream the shadow dream again

good-night ☆