How did this happen? I thought I was bolted down. And now I’m daydreaming and shit, and feeling that aching faraway sadness! This wasn’t supposed to happen, but then what the hell else is new. I don’t know what to do. I’m so light and rubbery right now you could cut me in half with a god dang paperclip, for god’s sake. I got to work on things, and disconnect my head from the other thing, but I also don’t wanna. Hah!! At any rate this is only going to get worse, this feeling this way, but again: what else is new??

I walked to the post office and bought a book of international stamps and I reckon they’re all dog-eared for the same address five thousand god damn miles away! And tonight I’m gonna get a bottle of cheap stuff and rove around if anyone wants to come. Every time I say that, someone really does take me up on that. Cool! Let’s do it!! Please!!! Otherwise I’ll just get gooey-eyed and melt and slip down into a storm drain.