i think i’m going to bike to berkeley

i felt a little better biking through oakland

a cute girl smiled at me and i almost slammed into a car because i was looking at her

and then i rode by a toy store and a bubble machine was blowing bubbles all over the place

and i went right through them

and i thought “yeah ok”

i’ve had a few fantasies in my head last few days, of you asking me to watch you die

one was us standing on a little dock on lake merritt

you told me not to save you no matter what before jumping in

and i just stood there

a long time ago now