word’s come down from ontario, and just in time because i’ve been losing my mind. no more! thanks for the letter victoria.

lol

cute things only on this website from now on

man, imagining saying something or having an opinion about something and thinking it means anything at all lol

i defer to my spirit-brother and attorney lord delicious mccune:

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“friends at the foot of a fallen frog”, oakland, ca 2018 lol

kelsey told me the other night that i’m good about making sure everyone in my house is comfortable. like she said i’m always making sure everyone has tea and that they’re warm and that the room is well-lit and smells nice and all that stuff. i guess i never really even noticed i was doing that. it is always so sweet to me when people catalog little things about you like that . . . i have done so many times as well with all the people i know and love~

i like to write nice things about my friends on my website, so: kelsey, for god’s sake man, thank you for coming over to my house every time i have asked you to in the last six weeks. thank you for listening to me and confirming my sanity. i’ve been in bad shape, and there were nights when i just could not be alone, and you came to me and talked to me so that i would feel safe. i feel safe when you’re here with me. thank you for caring about me and for always being a good friend. i love you very much.

☆彡

dude how did i end up with this ’90s bad boy haircut

i watched my hero orson welles’ masterpiece CHIMES AT MIDNIGHT again last night, and i don’t know how i never put this together before but . . . john falstaff is my cat dante. dante is john falstaff. dante is dan falste.

john falstaff is probably shakespeare’s best character. he’s fat and vain and loves wine and women and food. he sleeps too much and owes everyone money and he’s a coward in battle. but he’s still a really cool funny guy who everyone likes~

that right there picture is dante as john falstaff aka dan falste (L) and me as prince hal of wales aka prince ryan of starland (R) lol

. . . except that were i to be crowned king at the conclusion of the film, i wouldn’t betray and banish my best friend dan falste from my kingdom, causing him to die alone of a broken heart lol